This Is Me.......

basic description of who i am, my family, my circle of friends, what i loved most, my kind of music, my favorite quotations & my own works.

IT'S MY DAY!!!!

It's my day!!, how fast the days came and now again it's MY BIRTHDAY!!! i really don't worry of getting older but i am worried of getting old without doing something to make my life meaningful and worthwhile for the sake of others. I can now say that my dreams and aspirations in life had been coming true bit by bit eventhough i'm not that successful in my career, even my showbiz career (hehehehe!). I just like to have a simple life, maybe that's also the reason why GOD has not given me, my family the riches everybody loves to have. It's simply because HE wanted us/me to stay humble and experience HIS LOVE and realized that material things are not important in this world. Though many times we encountered so much problems and burdens financially, these make me a better person and i've learned to TRUST and HOLD to HIM. As i've said i don't have the riches in this world offers but i can say i have treasures to keep. Treasures that no one can take that away from me, first my my family, my precious friends, people who believed in everything that i do, and those people who loves me dearly (*winks*).


This morning when i woke up, i found a letter inserted below my door, written outside the envelope "HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATE". I already knew where it came from, it was from my youngest sister, as a short story few days before my day i had a sort of "sama ng loob" for her because she's being "pasaway" for the past months. My parents had been worried of her studies (she's a working student), she didn't enrolled this sem because of some reasons and been coming home late. Monday was a holiday so i had the chance to make a general cleaning of my room, it was already 7pm when i finished then i rested for awhile and arranged my clothes in the cabinet. After awhile of being alone in my room, i've been thinking of how my life would be if i was that or this, i had the time to reflect on my past years, my mistakes, what we had encountered and our present problems and i just felt my pillows are wet with tears already, i was crying so hard to the point i put the pillow to my mouth so that no one would hear me crying. Tuesday morning i heard my papa asking my youngest sister what's wrong and what she has been doing, when i entered their room i butt in and make "sulsol", i told her "kaya na nya ata mag-isa, bukas ang pintuan, gusto mo ako pa mag-ayos ng damit mo?", then i left. That was the last words i uttered to her and i felt heavy that day. That night i had a choir practice i got home late, i was so tired but still thinking of what had happened that morning and when my mind was tired i fell asleep. Now, that i had the letter on my hand i got back to bed lying reading the 3-page letter and as i read it my tears began to fall and i found myself sobbing with joy in my heart. It really touches me coz she always say that i'm her "IDOL" and she was very very sorry about everything.


I heard my cellfone ringing and saw lots of messages coming from my friends who greeted me. It really made my day and i realized how GOD has blessed me not with material things but with what i have right now. I thank GOD for another year of so much blessings..my family, my precious friends and to all the people who always believed in me and loved me *winks*. My one dream that came true was last sunday when i had the chance to celebrate my birthday with some of my friends in the SFC community together with the kids in our GK site. A really wonderful experience sharing what you have to those unfortunate children, you'll see those smiling faces which really melts my heart. I still have more to come, i'll just share it to you when it finally arrived.


It's been a blessed 30 years for me, whatever the plans of GOD for me i'll embrace it wholeheartedly.


Thank you to my papa and mama who's always been supportive with whatever i do inspite of my shortcomings and mistakes in the past. I LOVE YOU!!!

LET - "The Sagittarian"

The Archer
(November 23 to December 21)

Traditional Sagittarius Traits
Optimistic and freedom-loving
Jovial and good-humored
Honest and straightforward
Intellectual and philosophical

On the dark side....
Blindly optimistic and careless
Irresponsible and superficial
Tactless and restless


Sagittarius About MY Sign...
Sagittarians have a positive outlook on life, are full of enterprise, energy, versatility, adventurousness and eagerness to extend experience beyond the physically familiar. They enjoy travelling and exploration, the more so because their minds are constantly open to new dimensions of thought. They are basically ambitious and optimistic, and continue to be so even when their hopes are dashed. Their strongly idealistic natures can also suffer many disappointments without being affected. They are honorable, honest, trustworthy, truthful, generous and sincere, with a passion for justice. They are usually on the side of the underdog in society they will fight for any cause they believe to be just, and are prepared to be rebellious. They balance loyalty with independence.

Sagittarians are usually modest and are often religious, with a strong sense of morality, though they tend to overemphasize the ethical codes they follow and worship beliefs about God rather than God Himself. This means that, negatively, they regard rigid, unloving, intolerant adherence to ritual and conventional codes as more important than the truths they symbolize or embody. They sometimes pay lip service to religions and political parties in which they have ceased to believe because the outward forms satisfy them, yet they may not hesitate to switch allegiance in politics or change their system of belief if they see personal advantage to themselves in doing so.

They have both profound and widely ranging minds, equipped with foresight and good judgement, and they can be witty conversationalists. They love to initiate new projects (they make excellent researchers) and have an urge to understand conceptions that are new to them they think rapidly, are intuitive and often original, but are better at adapting than inventing and are at their best when working with colleagues of other types of character that compliment their own. They are strong-willed and good at organizing, a combination that gives them the ability to bring any project they undertake to a successful conclusion. Their generosity can be balanced by their extreme care at handling their resources.

Sagittarians are ardent, sincere and straightforward in love, normally conventional and in control of their sexual natures. Yet if thwarted, they may easily allow their failure to embitter their whole lives or they may revenge themselves upon the opposite sex by becoming cynically promiscuous. They are more apt then the average to make an uncongenial alliance. If their marriages are successful, they will be faithful spouses and indulgent parents; but their innate restlessness will inspire them to use even the most satisfying ménage as a base from which to set out on their travels. They need to feel free and are often faced with the choice of allowing their careers to take over their lives at the expense of the love of their spouse and family. Sagittarian women are the counterparts of their men; even if they have no career to rival their love, they find it difficult to express affection and may run the risk of being thought frigid.

In other personal relationships they are reliable, seldom betraying any trust given to them. They can, however, be impulsively angry and both male and female Sagittarians know how to be outspoken and exactly what expressions will hurt their adversaries most. On the other hand they are magnanimous in forgiving offenses and are responsible when looking after the elderly in the family.

Their gifts fit Sagittarians for a number of widely differing professions. They are natural teachers and philosophers with a talent for expounding the moral principles and laws which seem to explain the universe. This gift enables them to be successful churchmen on the one hand and scientists on the other. The law and politics also suit them, as does public service, social administration, public relations and advertising. Travel and exploration naturally appeal to such restless souls and, if their opportunities are limited, they may find something of travel and change of scene in the armed forces or through working as a travelling salesman. Others may make fine musicians and, in the days before automobiles, they were said to be successful at horse trading and all activities, including sporting ones, concerning horses. This has been translated in modern terms into an interest in cars and aircraft - and again with emphasis on the sporting side racing, rallying etc. They are said to make good sports coaches, but their tastes in this direction may lead them into imprudent gambling, though the gambling instinct may be sublimated by carrying it out professionally as a bookmaker.

The vices to which Sagittarians are prone are anger they tend to flare up over trifles; impatience - they want to rush every new project through immediately and demand too much of colleagues who cannot work at the pace they require; and scorn of the inadequacies of others while expecting fulsome recognition of their own efforts. They may in one sense deserve recognition, because in completing a major project they will sacrifice their health and family relationships; in their family's eyes they may merit condemnation.

They can be exacting, domineering and inconsiderate in the work place; and boastful, vulgar and extravagant in their private lives. Their restlessness, if excessive, can jeopardize more than their own stability. Some Sagittarians risk becoming playboys, wasting their lives away in frivolous pursuits. Others can develop a moralizing, religious fanaticism or else turn into hypocrites, their inner prudishness disguised by an outward appearance of joviality. Another side of the religiosity which is a danger in Sagittarians is superstition.


Possible Health Concerns...
Sagittarius governs the hips, thighs and sacral area; subjects suffer from ailments of the hips and thighs and are liable to sciatica and rheumatism. An alleged deficiency of silicon in their physiques can give them poor skin, nails and hair.

As they are often sportsmen indulging in dangerous pursuits, they are prone to accidents which arise from these. The ancient astrologers mention falls from horses and hurts from them and other four-footed beasts. The taking of risks in other sports is a danger to the modern Sagittarian, and he is also liable to accidents with fire and heat.

LIKES
  • traveling
  • getting to the heart of the matter
  • freedom
  • laws and meanings
  • the general 'feel' of things

DISLIKES

  • off the wall theories
  • being tied down domestically
  • being constrained
  • cooling your heels
  • bothered with details


PROBLEMS THAT MAY ARISE FOR YOU, AND THEIR SOLUTIONS

As with all sun signs, we all have unique traits to our personalities. When these traits are suppressed, or unrealized, problems will arise. However, with astrology we can examine the problem and assess the proper solution based on the sun sign characteristics. As a Sagittarius you may see things below that really strike home. Try the solution, you most likely will be amazed at the results. If you find yourself on the receiving end of the negatives below, it is because you are failing to express the positive.


PROBLEM: Others have no time for you as you are apt to have too many irons in the fire at any given time.
SOLUTION: Be sure that you have a 'product' to match all the 'advertising' you do. Is it fact or is it fiction?

PROBLEM: Others cease to confide in you or to take you seriously.
SOLUTION: Try not to exaggerate or be contentious with others as this could be embarrassing if they feel you are not trustworthy.

PROBLEM: Feeling lost and disillusioned.
SOLUTION: Focus upon one thing that will satisfy you and work toward that point.

PROBLEM: You seem anchored in one spot, unable to move forward.
SOLUTION: You should try to think more positive thoughts and set some short term goals that you can reach, then set more. In this way you will move ahead in your endeavors.
Your ruling planet is JUPITER
Mean distance from the Sun
(AU) 5.202Sidereal period of orbit (years)
11.86Equatorial radius (km)
71,492Polar radius (km)
66,854Body rotation period (hours)
9.92Tilt of equator to orbit (degrees)
3.08Number of observed satellites 16

Some more interesting facts about your sign:
The animal associated with you sign is the centaur.
The Greek love for the horse led to the ennoblement of the centaur in myth and legend. The Centaur Chiron was known for his wisdom and healing abilities. Nessus was killed by Hercules for trying to rape a woman under his charge, and other centaurs were renowned for their weakness for drink. The centaur symbolizes mankinds dual nature as an intellectual creature (the human half) which was also a physical animal (the horse half).



The color of choice for Sagittarius is RICH PURPLE

I Love You

I love your Eyes
That when you look at me
I see my reflections in you,
I love your Nose
That when you breathe
I feel your soul in me,
I love your Lips and your Gentle Kiss
That when it met mine
I feel passion deep in your heart,
I love your Smile
Because it shows that you care
and it truly melts my heart like a butter,
I love your Hug
Because it made me secure
your arms that keep me safe and warm,
I love All of You
Most especially when i'm with you
That even in my dreams
I always think of you............


Just a few words......

eventhough this damn life sucks,
i still love to live because i have you...
you who made me laugh and cry,
life has many things to offer so don't ever give up!,
i almost gave up before
but GOD promised me one thing...
"I am always with you and I Love You!!"

everything that surrounds us has a purpose,
everything we've been through has explanations,
sometimes you have to cry like a rain falling from the sky
that gives moist to the ground and gives life to the plants
it's like after the tears fell from your eyes
a new You will be reborn, will start a new beginning
to face a new dawn and challenges in life.

Why am i saying this? Am I in love?
Yes! I am, I am in love with Life,
We have crossroads to encounter,
all we need to do is to know the right path.
Life is a Journey that we should take,
each journey, each step we'll have to make
has treasure to cherish and moment to relish.

Being SINGLE...staying SINGLE....SINGLE'S forever?

One night when i was trying to get some sleep because i was so sick, i watched a late night show and i got interested on it. The title was "Huling Biyahe" it's all about women who are still single at the age of 30s...40s....& 50s...and what are their different views on being Single.


The topic started by introducing "Miss Tapia" naalala nyo pa ba sya?...kung hindi, si Miss Tapia ang old maid teacher sa ISKUL BUKUL nina Tito, Vic and Joey kasama si Mang Tem-i. Ang isang Miss Tapia ay nasasalamin sa isang babaeng wala pang asawa at the age of 30, isang masungit, baduy magdala ng damit, nakasalamin at nakapusod ang buhok. Pero nuong una ang mga kagaya ni Miss Tapia o ang nakakapag-asawa ng huli na o wala na sa kalendaryo ay ang mga nasa alta de syodad o yung mga may kaya o buena pamilya dahil mas pinili nilang mag-aral pa di gaya ng mga nasa mababang pamumuhay na walang ibang magawa kundi mag-asawa. Dati kapag sinasabing dalaga ka pa sa ganyang edad pagtatawanan ka ngunit ngayon iba na ang ihip ng hangin ito ang mga kanilang sinabi.......


Mid 30s, Editor of a Fashion Magazine........she was a model in her early years and because of that she loves travelling and she's having fun doing her job. She already forgot about the getting married because of her busy lifestyle and she is still living life to the fullest.


Mid 30s, Dentista.......sa dami ng manliligaw hindi maiiwasang merong magpropose ngunit nabigo because of her past experience. She is taking her time to find the one, as of now she is busy attending her clinic and joining medical missions. He still finds time having gimik or going out with her friends on regular basis three times a week. Sa ngayon masaya sya being Single, taking her time slowly kung darating man..darating...


At her 50s, A Successful Career Woman.....nung nakita ko sya she didn't look 50 at all. Unang tanong ko sa isip ko bakit kaya? kasi flash pa lang then commercial muna. Eto na, bakit nga ba Single pa rin sya at the age of 50 at wala na syang balak na mag-asawa. She already got four (4) proposals from four (4) different men, unfortunately she turned it all down. Sabi nya lang wala sa isip nya ang pag-aasawa hanggang napasok sya sa isang malaking kumpanya and eventually have her own business. She has her own house and can travel to different countries, ngayon ay kuntento at masaya sa piling ng kanyang mga pamangkin. But who knows kahit daw sa kanyang edad ay may dumating pa rin.


Akala ko puros babae lang ang featured people pero meron silang special featured na lalake, galing sya sa hirap dahil dun pangako nya sa sarili na hindi sya mag-aasawa hangga't hindi sya nakakatapos at nagkakaroon ng kabuhayan dahil ayaw nyang maranasan ng magiging anak nya ang kanyang naranasan. He strived hard, work in the morning and studying at night. At 42 he is now a lawyer, he just got married last year and gave his bride her dream wedding. Ika nga nakahabol pa rin sa "Huling Biyahe".

We have our own views and opinions on being single, staying single or maybe single's forever?. I have my own reasons why i am still single! May kwento din ako being single....when i was young i also dreamt of having my own family, take note my ageplan pa...dapat by 25 i'm already married to the man i really loved most have at least 4 kids. Gusto nyo malaman kung sino yung guy? Have u read "My Ex BF", sya nga if you did then you know he's one of my reasons. Then it came to a point that my freedom gives me the opportunity to do what i haven't done yet. Things that made me happy and things what i enjoyed most. I was able to travel to different parts of the country (mostly Luzon parts). Be with friends whom i seldom see because i was sticked to my relationship. Ika nga "i was free as a bird" i could just go anywhere i want and do whatever i want. Siguro nga dahil sa masyado kong na-enjoy ang buhay dalaga i didn't realized that i was turning 30 this year, yet looking great *winks* and happy. I'm closing my door looking for someone but my window is open....baka may dumaan, dumungaw sa akin at sabay ngumiti.........malay natin hanggang sa "Huling Biyahe" ay makasabit pa rin.

Tag Questions from Kenji & Peachy

Hayyyy…try kolang ha….i’m not good in answering questions hahahahha!

Seven things that scare you:
1. Babaerong jowa/asawa.
2. Lasenggerong jowa/asawa.
3. Echosero at Intrimitidang Biyenan.
4. Matutulis na bagay.
5. Injections
6. Ma-ospital (bawal magkasakit kaya I take dora lols).
7. Aswang? (hmmm ako ata yun eh!)

Seven things you like the most:
1. Sing & dance at the same time with my cd player (pampabawas ng taba).
2. Chocolates mapa ice cream or cake basta chocolate flavor.
3. Friends who will always be there for me…thru think and thin.
4. Happy Family kahit walang pera masaya pa rin.
5. Sinigang (favorite ko yan).
6. Going to the CLP (every Saturday pm) & GK site (every Sunday am) para magturo sa mga kids
(kakatuwa lalo na pagdumarating na ako…tatawag na sila ate Letttttttt sabay bless o kaya kiss
).
7. Text Messages & phone calls from the one I love. :)

Seven important things in your bedroom:
1. Bed na may Pooh coversheet
2. Hot Dog Pooh Pillow (can’t sleep without it)
3. Electric Fan (nakasteady na hahahhaha! may stiff neck eh!)
4. Mirror sa tapat ng bed ko
5. Kabinet

6. CD player (play it pag hindi makatulog kasama na rin praktis)
7. ALTAR (with holy cross, holy family wood carving maliit lang galing baguio, figurine na angels &
rosary)
protection from aswang lols!

Seven random facts about you:
1. I always smile kahit galit nako naka smile parin…
2. I sing & dance a bit of acting nagstage play din kc ako…
3. I’m very sexy before…now sexy fa rin hahahaha! Sabi nila ako daw ang chubby na sexy witwew!!
4. Fun to be with….
5. Cowgirl (di pede cowboy babae ako eh!) & flexible person
6. Calm, sweet & charming (kaso minsan nawawalan ng poise pag tawa na ng tawa ay! Halakhak pala)
7. 5’5", 149lbs., 38b-33-38, long hair, fair complexion, tantalizing eyes hahahaahha!

Seven things you plan to do before you die:
1. Have my own house and family if ever …
2. If ever I would be still single, I wanted to stay in a convent
3. Travel to Holy Places like Rome, Jerusalem & others
4. It’s not a plan anymore coz now I’m into Gawad Kalinga Project, I’ll just continue this mission.
5. Have my own bar & I’ll sing to entertain them, my dream is to have my own concert kahit sa bar ko

na lang.
Hehehheh can be also a benefit concert hmmmm..why not?!.
6. Travel around the Philippines.
7. Save the best for last.

Seven things you can do:
1. I can cook, clean the house, wash & iron clothes in other words I can be an all-around maid
2. Can take care of my 2 nephews and niece. (mommy nga tawag saken kaya napagkakamalan may anak
nako
(waaaaaahhhhhh!)
3. Sing and dance at the same time. (ginagaya c britney, jlo at janet jackson)

4. Can fix telephone wiring, electric wiring (basic), kung may handyman ako ang handygirl. (konek?!)
5. I can mingle with different kinds of people.
6. Choreograph dances and direct plays (minsan)
7. Write poems and songs. (kaya lang di ko pa nalalagyan ng melody and pag inspire lang ako)

Seven things you can't do:
1. You shall not KILL.
2. Pretend (optional heheehe!)
3. Lipo – I’ll do it the natural way.
4. Totally Naked in front of the camera.
5. Hurt my family’s feelings.
6. Leave my job as of the moment.
7. Eat okra.

Seven things that attract you to the opposite sex:
1. Honest.
2. Always there for me.
3. Neat.
4. Medyo matangkad saken
5. May sense & sarap kausap (you can talk under & over the sun).
6. Beautiful eyes.
7. Kind and Romantic.

Seven things you say the most:
1. Potek!
2. ano ba yan? (in different emotions)

3. Konek?!
4. tama ba yun?
5. wala akong ma-say!
6. grabe!

7. Halu!! Hallerrrr!! Hi!!! Hello!!

Seven celeb crushes (whether local or foreign):
1. Richard Gere
2. Joseph Fiennes
3. Piolo Pascual
4. Christian Vasquez
5. Sean Connery
6. Kevin Costner
7. Antonio Banderas (weeeeeeeeee)

Seven people you want to see take this quiz:
1. Dar
2. Shally
3. Gaila
4. Juy
5. Crissy
6. Marie (Mataray)
7. Renzy

sweet messages from my Baby.....

We started texting last year pa, i saved some messages yung tipong kinilig talaga ako. Mababaw lang kasi ako masyadong emotional... in short madaling mauto hahahha! neways i just wanted to post this kasi iba sya sa lahat ng messages na natanggap ko.
  • kung makakasama kita buong buhay ko, di kita iiwan, di kita sasaktan, mamahalin kita ng higit pa sa buhay ko sana nandito ka sa tabi ko para malaman mo "IKAW" ang "BUHAY KO"
  • sabi nila, pag magbibigay ka dapat galeng sa PUSO pero pano yan? gusto ko ngang magbigay kaso ikaw na nga lang natitira sa PUSO ko alangan namang ibigay pa kita? PANO NA KO?

dahil dito sa messages na to..dito nagsimula ang lahat:

  • hala u don't need to say sorry ok, it's ok baby i just want to know from u yon lang...bhe u know i loved u from the very start kaya hindi ko sinabi sayo yong nararamdaman ko...mahal kita hinde to joke kung ano man yon... I LOVE U BHE sana maniwala ka sakin baby..kaya nga nung umuwi ako ng pinas para masabi ko sau ang feelings ko for u kaya lang hindi tau nagkita...
  • alam mo naman kung ano pinagdaanan ko before right? sorry kung hinde ko agad sinabi sayo ang totoo before kasi takot lang talaga ako magmahal ng husto kaya ako nasasaktan cause of that...but now im learning how to control myself...pero i can't hinde my feelings for u..since i found u..kapag gustong gusto ko yong gurl natotorpehan na ako...kasi hinde ko maiparamdam sayo kung ano nilalaman ng puso ko eh..but then i love u very much bhe..
  • kaya nga nag-isip na rin ako bago ako bumalik ng mirc eh...kasi i know ur older than me pero bhe hinde ko talaga mapigilan na hinde masabi sayo kagabe kaya gumawa ako ng example kagabe hehe...
  • hehehe, of course i'm trying to get the right moment to tell u eh.. kaya dinaan ko muna doon ..sorry bhe ha...mahal kasi kita kaya ginawa ko for an example eh..baka kasi basted abot ko kaya ginawa ko yon hehhe of course ..
  • miss u bhe..alam mo bhe sa totoo lang gusto talaga kita puntahan jan nong nasa pinas ako...kasi doon mismo ako magtatapat sayo eh..
  • Mahal na mahal kita bhe....

Those were the words that i received from him. Kilig ako, i'm not looking for a perfect love story i just wanted to have someone who will appreciate everything that i do, who will love me for who i am and what i am. Am i getting any sense here? hahahhaha wala lang sabi ko sa inyo mababaw ako...

A message for my baby....take care always, sana gumaling ka na you'll always be in my prayer, if the right time comes and have the chance to see each other i just wanted you to know that I LOVE YOU TOO Baby ko!!

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Fun to be with, i don't have much of the outer beauty but they loved me for being simply me.....